i promise this time
i want you, i want you, i want you, i want you, i want you, i want you, i want you, i want you, i want you, i want you, i want you, i want you, i want you, i want you, i want you, i want you, i want you, i want you, i want you, i want you, i want you i want you i want you i want you i want you i want you i want you i want you i want you i want you i want you i want you i want you i want you i want you i want you i want you i want you i want you i want you i want you i want you i want you i want you i want you i want you i want you i want you i want you i want you i want you i want you i want you i want you i want you i want you i want you i want you i want you i want you i want you i want you i want you i want you i want you i want you i want you i want you i want you i want you i want you i want you i want you i want you i want you i want you i want you i want you i want you i want you i want you i want you i want you i want you i want you i want you i want you i want you iwantyouiwantyouiwantyouiwantyouiwantyou.
i miss you.
the cliche is right.
why has it taken this long to figure it out
why, now? how can i be so sure of it now, years later, than i was when it was right in front of me?
i want it to be different. i want us.